http://paradisenot4me.blog.tianya.cn/ supergal 2008-1-9星期三(Wednesday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=12354123&idWriter=0&Key=0 曾在莫泊桑的《兄弟》里看到这样的话“如果没有遇见过他，我的一生中什么也没有了。没有一点那种可以使我们对自己的衰老感到极为遗憾的时刻。”
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这集一开始，Lynette站在房前，等着最后的结果。消防员们来来往往，不知道什么时候能够知道最后的判决。丈夫孩子是生？是死？了解这种完全茫然的等待不由自主的紧张。
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当然，这是欢喜的肥皂剧，孩子们一个个的蹦出来，TOM也安然的最后一个爬出地下室......而我不能控制眼里泛滥的眼泪。
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由于龙卷风死掉很多人，Lynette陪邻居到棒球场上撒骨灰的时候，她的邻居念了这样一首诗，很短，不过我喜欢。
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A thousand wind
( Author Unknown )
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Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.
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I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
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When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
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Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die.
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请不要站在我的墓前哭泣
我不在那里,我没有睡去
我是扬起千千遍遍的风
是雪地上闪烁的钻石
我是照耀在金色麦芒上的光
是秋天轻柔的雨
当你在早晨的寂静中醒来
我是那只凌空升起
静静飞翔的鸟
是夜晚温柔闪烁的星星
请不要站在我的墓前哭泣
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另外，我这改叫音乐播客算了……


I Wonder
-Kellie Pickler

Sometimes I think about you
Wonder if you’re out there somewhere thinkin' 'bout me

And would you even recognize the woman that your little girl has grown up
to be‘Cause I look in the mirror
and all I see are your brown eyes lookin' back at me
They’re the only thing you ever gave to me at all

Oh, I hear the weather’s nice in California
There’s sunny skies as far as I can see
If you ever come back home to Carolina
I wonder what you’d say to me

I think about how it ain’t fair that you weren’t there to braid my hair like mothers do
You weren’t around to cheer me on
Help me dress for my high school prom like mother’s do
Did you think I didn’t need you here to hold my hand, to dry my tears
Did you even miss me through the years at all?

Oh, I hear the weather’s nice in California
There’s sunny skies as far as I can see
If you ever come back home to Carolina
I wonder what you’d say to me

Forgiveness is such a simple word
But it’s so hard to do
When you’ve been hurt

Oh, I hear the weather’s nice in California
And just in case you’re wondering about me
From now on I won’t be in Carolina
Your little girl is off,
oh your little girl is off,
your little girl is off,
to Tennessee


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Timberland Feat. OneRepublic

Im holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
Im hearin what you say but I just cant make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that youre sorry
Didnt think Id turn around, and say...

Its too late to apologize, its too late
I said its too late to apologize, its too late

Id take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But its nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now its turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But Im afraid...

Its too late to apologize, its too late
I said its too late to apologize, its too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

Its too late to apologize, its too late
I said its too late to apologize, its too late
Its too late to apologize, yeah
I said its too late to apologize, yeah-
Im holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

]]> 2007-11-4 14:54:00(0) supergal 2007-9-18星期二(Tuesday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=11061240&idWriter=0&Key=0 听听。]]> 2007-9-18 14:24:00(0) supergal 2007-9-14星期五(Friday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=11016939&idWriter=0&Key=0 下午闲来无事在网络上搜索老同学，找到一个毕业后唯一没有联系的同屋的信息，大家都丢了她了。根据网站上的信息，这个女孩子现在在巴黎一家LV店做店长，应该算是她理想中的生活吧。
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当一张熟悉的微笑的照片赫然入眼，不管从前如何恩怨，仍然感概万千。过去的那么多年，大家都在努力，只是物亦是人已非。有想哭得冲动，难以言表。。。
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也不禁叹息网络力量的强大之余，脑海里突然出现这个想法，要不要在blog上写上自己的名字呢。也会有故人来吗？或者还是应该各自在各自的世界里继续？
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暂时只是想想而已：）]]> 2007-9-16 15:53:00(1) supergal 2007-9-10星期一(Monday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10962982&idWriter=0&Key=0 最近困扰我的两件事情：

1是贷款
2是股票

]]> 2007-9-10 11:49:00(0) supergal 2007-9-2星期日(Sunday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10877798&idWriter=0&Key=0 老公送超酷的一台macbook给我，功能强大，还有一大堆的配件，好玩。不过还是有点不太习惯啊，适应os系统还需要花些时间。下星期有空把香港人给的教程上班时间看看。苹果的界面太漂亮了。不用来做些认真的事情总觉得有点可惜。可能接下来可以学摄影，苹果电脑很适合做图像处理。。。又开始展望了，明天生日，很适合展望一下未来。哈哈。
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上星期收拾衣柜，1300件当季衣服算多么。反正不想再买了。真的要做点别的，比如用这个电脑学学设计呢？！
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收拾收拾，明天要上班，庆祝。
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]]> 2007-9-4 1:14:00(1) supergal 2007-8-25星期六(Saturday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10785953&idWriter=0&Key=0 　　转眼秋天又来了，天气入秋后不可救药的热。奇怪我一点苦夏的感觉都没有，反而胖了不少。老妈说你瞧你现在圆忽忽的。呵呵～～

真的满圆的


]]> 2007-9-4 9:37:00(2) supergal 2007-7-23星期一(Monday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10400788&idWriter=0&Key=0 张小娴说的那句我很赞同，爱人的先决条件是，你也爱我。不然我爱你干什么？]]> 2007-7-23 11:29:00(0) supergal 2007-7-22星期日(Sunday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10397134&idWriter=0&Key=0


很久没遇到让人如此久久不能平静的片子。应该是我看到的第一部德国电影，一部好电影！带着对历史的重新审视和反思，电影在批判和否定那段寒冷的政治冬天之余，展现了一段独特的德国式严谨的爱情，加之最后男主人公为自己买下的那份温暖的礼物，无不令人感动。德意志真是伟大的民族，“窃听风暴”证明了这点，一个敢于挖掘自身劣迹的民族。为何我们没有这般勇气？我想这不单单是文化背景所能一语以蔽之的吧。]]> 2007-7-22 23:07:00(0) supergal 2007-7-7星期六(Saturday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10228815&idWriter=0&Key=0 I love to flirt. It's fun and it's legal.

Old habits die hard.

^_*]]> 2007-7-7 21:09:00(0) supergal 2007-6-28星期四(Thursday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10130834&idWriter=0&Key=0 今天上午8点，街上已经车水马龙。但是就是没空车，直到8点25分才打到一辆。为什么！？今天犯了毛病，出门还带着一大包10件衣服去公司，等车的时候拎到手疼。

还有一个问题，眉来眼去很有意思吗？！]]> 2007-6-28 23:09:00(0) supergal 2007-6-25星期一(Monday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=10096627&idWriter=0&Key=0 早上7点起床，洗澡。8点清清爽爽的出门上班。上午一般比较忙，到了午饭时间一天就好象要即将结束，开始同事之间的插科打诨。放松了的下午转眼即过。下班后和家人一起的时候多了，越来越恋家。晚上会看很多电视，或者盘。最近周5的时候还看快乐男生。里面有一个叫吉杰的居然和我同龄，羡慕他的勇气。上学的时候就经常从北外窜到民院玩，我想我们一定在过去的某一时间某一地点曾经擦肩而过。人生总是能选择的，只是愿意不愿意而已。没有选择只是你的借口。

一天会在11点前结束。夜店，酒吧派对的生活和我离得越来越远。竟然开始感觉习惯这种节奏。有时候会停下来想，不工作的时候会空虚，但是工作的时候忙忙碌碌又不知道到底为了什么。为什么总有不够完美人生的感慨，不然就是我太贪心？！
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Suddenly I See
by KT Tunstall

]]> 2007-6-25 22:11:00(0) supergal 2007-5-29星期二(Tuesday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=9789834&idWriter=0&Key=0 一个这样的夜晚，听过去的歌，看过去的人，怀念过去。会有点伤感。
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生活是艰难的。但是明天，
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我还会用花一样的笑容，
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阳光一样的心情，
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狂奔向你。
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Blue are the feelings that live inside me.
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]]> 2007-5-30 0:01:00(0) supergal 2007-4-12星期四(Thursday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=9242563&idWriter=0&Key=0 明天一早启程往丽江, 与上次旅游时间间隔三个月, 不算长. 但为何感觉象是等了许久许久...心早就飞了. ]]> 2007-4-12 22:01:00(0) supergal 2007-4-5星期四(Thursday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=9145954&idWriter=0&Key=0 天气始终阴冷，没有什么让人振奋的事情。意识如浮萍一般飘飘荡荡浮浮沉沉，到底要怎样才会唤醒呢。也许我知道答案，只是不能随心所欲的去答罢了，便可继续看似幸福的生活，难道不是吗？此时此刻想戴上耳机听着音乐漫无目的地在黑夜中行走。
]]> 2007-4-5 13:56:00(0) supergal 2007-3-9星期五(Friday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=8794027&idWriter=0&Key=0 又到周五，总觉得今天会是漫长的一天。
接下来便是周末，一个又一个周末。
时间其实过得那么快。
不知道什么事情会发生。
慵懒中还是期待着的。
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天气转暖，身体有复苏的感觉。
应该坚持游泳。
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还应该坚持写日记。]]> 2007-3-9 10:51:00(0) supergal 2007-3-8星期四(Thursday)晴 http://blog.tianya.cn/blogger/post_show.asp?BlogID=22507&PostID=8790651&idWriter=0&Key=0 回啊_J, 这妇女节别提了,一提就又想起万恶的资本主义...长这么大,头一次没享受妇女节待遇, 这叫一别扭!
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下午我LG打越洋电话的时候还问了一句, 怎么没放假. 我说不放. 他说怎么能这样, 替我很不平. 于是过10分钟再打来大声说现在他就站在斯德哥尔摩市里最大一家MNG的门口, 衣服款式看着比国内店里的漂亮多了, 因为还看到很多PL的金发MM在里面, 这位在国内每次只是站在门口等着死也不进去店里的主, 决定进去给我买38礼物@#$^*&(~买完了出来又打, 先形容了一通销售的小妞多漂亮多甜, 然后才说我给你买了什么什么#@$^& 哎~~不管怎么说, 还是老公体贴. 俺家这位每次给我买完礼物都会特迫不及待的告诉我, 让他忍着不说实在太难啦. 基本上连送花的时候都一样的, 喂老婆, 一会花就到, 晕... 所以礼物是常常有, 惊喜就算了哈. 真沉不住气, 象小孩.
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顺便更新音乐, 荡气回肠的一首新歌by Christina Aguilera.
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Hurt
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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
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I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
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Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
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Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
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Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
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There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
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Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
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If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
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I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
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我最讨厌被人反复纠缠，不爱就分开，纠缠是没有用的，也是最让人厌恶的。不爱了还给对方一个希望是不是更残忍？]]> 2007-2-23 23:56:00(0)